this could be interesting


Yesterday I had coffee with one of my male friends at a cafe where a very hot man works. I’ve been to this place before but I’d never seen this guy. And, as would be my luck, I was with a man. I looked at this guy repeatedly during my conversation with my friend and he seemed to be looking at me. So tomorrow I’m going back, just to see. I’m keeping my hopes as low as possible; these things never turn out in my favor. I’m telling myself he has a girlfriend, unless I find out otherwise. But I’ll be putting on makeup (something I only do if I’m going clubbing) and otherwise going out of my way in the hopes of seeing this guy again. What I’ll do if he’s there again other than smile, I don’t know. I’m incredibly, almost pathetically, self-conscious and shy when it comes to this stuff so I’m making no promises that there will be an extended conversation or that I’ll “flirt.” It will be a major step for me if I just get myself there with eyeliner/shadow on.

Fingers crossed this doesn’t turn out badly.


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